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I never get very emotional about deaths of public figures. It's never seemed like a big deal to me.

Until now.

Until Chris Cornell passed away.

During my darkest and loneliest days, I discovered his first solo album, Euphoria Morning. Something in it connected with me. It was beautiful to hear. It was so expressive and I listened to it on repeat for a long...
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I've learned a lot about change in the last ten years. I never truly understood it until the last month. I never understood how it worked. Now I have a good idea of it. It isn't just one mode but several.

Our lives constantly change from one day to the other. No day is the same. Everything changes slowly around us and we don't realise...
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I love music. Music has ben a friend and been there for me when I have felt alone. I have enough music to keep me relatively happy. Many artists have had different influences on me. One in particular has been a part of my life in different ways.

A welsh singer named Jem.

I first heard her song "come on closer" and proceeded to track...
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This time last week, I was reeling from the emotional blow of a close friend and my girlfriend at the time having an affair. I felt betrayed and cheated. I went through a cavalcade of emotions as I let things get processed. It took me a while to understand things and make progress.

I went to see my psychologist and that was beneficial. I spoke...
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