demonwolf

Well, seasons are changing fast here. Seemed like summer would take a gradual end after a hard start (spring went from 20-24C temperatures to 29-32C regularly within a week). Nope! After only a slight cooling we jumped right into Oregon fall with a couple straight days of rain and a drop from 26-28C regular to below 20C peak temperatures.

With these changes goes another job....
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I'm so blown away by the recent set from @knives that I gotta advocate for her. Dance Until Dawn is so perfect in theme, mood, beauty, and everything! A perfect example and fit for the SG repertoire. So let's get her to the front page with this set!

As I've explored being greygender, I'm enjoying the holiday spirit with some colorful tights (from Sheertex.com if anyone wants to know). Happy holidays everyone!

A few months ago I declared that I'm a greygender. Now the living as a greygender... finding that out as I go. It's one thing to just declare a title that, in essence, jumped off a page at me. Now being greygender, it's like what really makes me "grey" in this? And being in a grey inherently reduces being clear & defined.

A lot of...
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A sad time, but also long known coming. Tremendous person and impact on the world (in addition to Star Trek, she worked for NASA and helped get women astronauts be reality!).

As things continue in my life, I'm now accepting I am a male dominant Greygender. For those who don't know greygender defines as:

"a gender in which one identifies partially outside the gender binary and has a strong ambivalence about one's gender identity and/or gender expression. One feels that one has a gender/genders, as well as a natural inclination or desire to express said gender(s),...
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I'm done with relationships. Desired it all through college and after, then managed the bliss of a significant other for a couple years. Now that's come to an end and my few forays back to Bumble have been worthless with few matches and those few matches ghost unmatching fast.

I'm my best company again, but with more appreciation than before. And with a few differences...
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Damage reports now incoming from the fires, and just as bad as I lamented yesterday. California gets all the national+ news yet we can get hit just as bad.

Local news report on several towns: https://kval.com/news/local/it-appears-that-the-communities-of-blue-river-and-vida-are-a-total-loss

In addition to this at least 4 of our major towns along the Interstate are semi-threatened or having outlying areas evaced as well. These are the cities with between...
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My state is on fire.

It has been end-of-day twilight since the sun rose today because of smoke blown in last night. The winds are from the east, which during summer on the USA West Coast (Oregon specifically) happens only a few times each CENTURY. Dry wind with dry smoke and ash on top of already tinder-dry conditions... hell has arrived.

Every 15 minutes for
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So I just realized I hadn't heard anything from one of my favorite SGs, @pulp. In checking her page I saw what I feared most: a to and from date under her name. While I knew she was being less active due to personal troubles... this feels like a blow. Yet another "casualty" of 2020. I know this doesn't mean she is actually gone, but...
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There really needs to be a reroute feature for name changes when models go from hopeful to SG. I'm sick of not knowing who became who in the changeover.

Additionally, there should be something better than "404 not found" when a hopeful deletes her profile.

Well... today brought some news I never ever wanted to hear: breast cancer for my mom, round 2. Its been 25 years since the last instance so this is a brand new occurrence at least and not a recurrence. Even so... one of my first memories in life is visiting her in the hospital after surgery to remove the cancer and her breast. Now the...
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