I have relapsed life
Connections are not sober
Nothing mentally
Emptied my bottle again
I cannot dry myself drunk
In the grasp of white
The chill finds its way inside
A linger of warmth
Subtle feelings of human
A frightful reminder, death
Lips pressing tight, sealed
Hands mapping out, discovered
Whispers so soft, moans
Being vulnerable, nude
Intertwined together, warmth
Passionately filled
Inching in slowly, loving
Quietly you moan
Needing me closer, you grab
Slowly I fill you, screaming
Do I get to cry
Am I completely broken
What is wrong with me
Forever seeing mistakes
Endlessly feeling without
babyaries:
Hang in there!
vegetablesalad:
@babyaries yea nothing will ever stop me. Just it can get very lonely and always seem like an uphill fight… I’m constantly drained.
Faithlessly devote
Religious desecration
Deathly tortured soul
Shunned by everyone on Earth
There is no penitent man
Forever an end
To begin again, timeless
Somehow things look up
Destination unknown now
Plans become discovered soon
I have become numb
Succumbing to being me
Someone without pain
Constantly having to feel
The never ending torture
Faith bleeds my soul dry
No conviction remains here
Undisclosed turmoil
Fighting my demons inside
Surrendering to their will
The road I follow
Leads to a land I don’t know
To an end unseen
Traveling as a stranger
Never to be seen again
I have forgotten
Feelings I use to have, gone
Emotions lacking
Is there no love in my life
Am I no longer human
Lusting for someone
The desire of false love
For someone unknown
Temperature rises faster
The heart was fooled yet again