So, in my last post I said,
"I have so much on my plate right now. It's like I walked up at a buffet, threw everything I wanted on a plate and then somebody came by and threw all of the stuff I needed on there as well. "Eat your veggies, it'll make you stronger." So, I'm trying to finish it one small bite at a time. I know, what a weird way to try and explain how I am feeling. I'm weird like that."
and wanted everyone to know that I am almost finished with that plate. Just a few more bites to go now.
My grandpa is doing very good. I cannot believe how well he looks and is doing after his surgery. He's a strong man and was determined to get better fast. I am glad to have been there for my grandparents last week.
I want to say that I have had so much time to think about my life lately. I'm not a type of person who likes goals or creating them or taking the steps to even get there but I have made some changes. I have set goals in my life and I am working to achieve them.
Sometimes things are not at all what they seem. That even includes dreams and ideas. Relationships. Friendships. I had a lot of great things going for me and I didn't even realize it until it was too late.
I took out my body jewelry. Except my nose ring. Usually after an hour I start to miss them and feel naked but I haven't missed them once. I feel even more beautiful without them. Sometimes it was like I was hiding underneath the metal.
Just holes and scars now.
Went out on my dad's boat yesterday. There were storm clouds in the sky. It looked nasty out but we continued to go out anyway. We just dodged the rain and lightning. It was a lot of fun. After being on the boat a while we saw a rainbow. It reminded me that no matter how awful things can be that something beautiful can come out of it. I tried taking a picture of it with my camera phone so I apologize about the quality of it.
"I have so much on my plate right now. It's like I walked up at a buffet, threw everything I wanted on a plate and then somebody came by and threw all of the stuff I needed on there as well. "Eat your veggies, it'll make you stronger." So, I'm trying to finish it one small bite at a time. I know, what a weird way to try and explain how I am feeling. I'm weird like that."
and wanted everyone to know that I am almost finished with that plate. Just a few more bites to go now.
My grandpa is doing very good. I cannot believe how well he looks and is doing after his surgery. He's a strong man and was determined to get better fast. I am glad to have been there for my grandparents last week.
I want to say that I have had so much time to think about my life lately. I'm not a type of person who likes goals or creating them or taking the steps to even get there but I have made some changes. I have set goals in my life and I am working to achieve them.
Sometimes things are not at all what they seem. That even includes dreams and ideas. Relationships. Friendships. I had a lot of great things going for me and I didn't even realize it until it was too late.
I took out my body jewelry. Except my nose ring. Usually after an hour I start to miss them and feel naked but I haven't missed them once. I feel even more beautiful without them. Sometimes it was like I was hiding underneath the metal.
Just holes and scars now.
Went out on my dad's boat yesterday. There were storm clouds in the sky. It looked nasty out but we continued to go out anyway. We just dodged the rain and lightning. It was a lot of fun. After being on the boat a while we saw a rainbow. It reminded me that no matter how awful things can be that something beautiful can come out of it. I tried taking a picture of it with my camera phone so I apologize about the quality of it.
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hmmm....
i took out all my piercings too, except for my monroe and my ears. idk, for a while i thought all of the jewelry really complimented my face, but as time wore on, i began to feel like my face was getting more and more cluttered. i'm still playing with the idea of getting the side of my lip pierced and putting a tiny stud in it, but we'll see
i wish you could come down here soon so me, you and norma_jean can hit the town
good to hear that your grandpa is doing well!
take care of yourself love