Fighting my beliefs
Seeing no way to return
Rejected inside
Emotional subjection
Justification, released
Fighting my beliefs
Seeing no way to return
Rejected inside
Emotional subjection
Justification, released
Darkened by no one
Eclipsed an emerging sun
Anthology, sins
Tortured, of a deprived soul
Hired to consume us all
I have relapsed life
Connections are not sober
Nothing mentally
Emptied my bottle again
I cannot dry myself drunk
In the grasp of white
The chill finds its way inside
A linger of warmth
Subtle feelings of human
A frightful reminder, death
Lips pressing tight, sealed
Hands mapping out, discovered
Whispers so soft, moans
Being vulnerable, nude
Intertwined together, warmth
Passionately filled
Inching in slowly, loving
Quietly you moan
Needing me closer, you grab
Slowly I fill you, screaming
Do I get to cry
Am I completely broken
What is wrong with me
Forever seeing mistakes
Endlessly feeling without
Faithlessly devote
Religious desecration
Deathly tortured soul
Shunned by everyone on Earth
There is no penitent man
Forever an end
To begin again, timeless
Somehow things look up
Destination unknown now
Plans become discovered soon
I have become numb
Succumbing to being me
Someone without pain
Constantly having to feel
The never ending torture
Faith bleeds my soul dry
No conviction remains here
Undisclosed turmoil
Fighting my demons inside
Surrendering to their will
The road I follow
Leads to a land I don’t know
To an end unseen
Traveling as a stranger
Never to be seen again