As a fellow lurker type, I just wanna say I agree with @Missy, SuicideGirls isn’t for everyone.
Before even applying to be a Hopeful back in 2013 I did my internet research and found PLENTY of information on Reddid of people saying not to be a SuicideGirl, listing the reasons why girls shouldn’t try to be SG’s and all these complaints from these girls who are upset are the issues you can find on that same Reddit page…. From close to 10 years ago… the… same… complaints… SuicideGirls isn’t for everyone and that’s very public knowledge.
You know what, I still applied and became a Hopeful and stayed one for around 2-3 years ish, with my first 3 sets never getting purchased cause frankly, they where not SuicideGirls material or good enough to be honest, I was a new model who didn’t know what she was doing. I promise you SuicideGirls and I have been upset with one another on plenty occasions, I used to work for them, does anyone remember who got the print purchase option going in the Sg shop? @kiley and I worked really hard on that! Does anyone remember when I would sign packages asking for feedback on the prints? Some of you gotta be here! But eventually Sg and I separated ways… AND I WAS STILL A HOPEFUL, I worked for SuicideGirls as a hopeful. Idk about the favoritism you guys are taking about, but I can promise you that I worked there as a hopeful, my sets still had to go through a Queue of 8 months, my sets didn’t get bought just cause I worked for them or bumped, I honestly got a pay check and went home like a regular job and STILL had to work hard to be SuicideGirl, I really had to push to be that hot ass girl who can make it as a SuicideGirl.
If you still think there is favoritism, maybe you should look into your work, how you talk to community members, how you hold yourself, how you model, how to take selfies, how your sets are done. SuicideGirls isn’t for everyone, maybe you should do better.
Eventually I ended up creating a good set with a Photographer/Sg who wasn’t a staff photog yet @aeterna, then I got to go pink! And even then, I look back and see what I could have done better as a model. Cause I wanna be a better model, a better SuicideGirl. (which isn’t for everyone, remember that part?)
I got to shoot a epic cosplay set with @talena, where we made such great magic! We didn’t even speak the same language but we understood one another and got to make a fucking rad Legend Of Zelda themed set, which became my second SOT ever! And my latest one still, I’ve been debating on doing a come back set and I’m feeling more ready than ever to be a SuicideGirl, which isn’t for everyone.
I’ve only had two sets bought ever and I’ve submitted PLENTY of sets and taken my un-purchased sets down out of anger with Sg, sadness or just not happy with my work, but I’ve never quit. I like being a SuicideGirl and I accept SuicideGirls for what it is. I’m so thankful for all the Comic cons, the Burlesques shows (I got to take a body shot of Jack Daniels off of @liryc once, Moss has a picture so where), the drunk Pour Vous nights, the photo shoots at the house, streaming on the Sg Twitch, the Facebook lives, the girls I’ve gotten to meet (I LOVE my SuicideGirl friends SO much.) and so much fucking more. You know what though, SuicideGirl might not be right for you, but I’m still a SuicideGirl, because it’s good for me.
Sure sure sure, you can all ask for change from SuicideGirls, maybe one day those Reddit pages can be proven wrong, why you SHOULD be a SuicideGirl or even TRY to be one. Frankly if you’re not happy you shouldn’t be here, stop trying to take Sg and make them into what YOU want, maybe you should go join another model community or website, I don’t know man, but you don’t belong here.
A lil birthday selfie Missy and I got at her birthday party a few years ago, I love youuuu!